Your guardian angel is your higher self

Everyone has a guardian angel. I don't mean the 4 that follow you everywhere. I mean there's one particular guardian angel and it's actually your higher self. But it is very locked away. The true name of your higher self is called your Holy Guardian angel.

Where is your Holy Guardian angel sealed? In your mind, as your subconscious. In fact it is your subconscious. And in order to even communicate with it you need to cross a barrier in your conscious mind.

At the very most basic you'd assume your entire conscious being is made of you being conscious and you being unconscious. It's not a 50/50 split at all of the two. Your unconscious mind is way more. So if it was shown on a diagram it shouldn't look like this:

It should look like this instead. With your unconscious mind taking up way more space. Like an iceberg the conscious mind is what's on top. The interesting part is every part of this diagram is important. Especially the yellow barrier between the conscious and unconscious.

The yellow barrier is your HGA. or your Holy Guardian angel. In order to truly reach your unconscious you have to confront and meet your HGA. It's put there by yourself before you entered this simulation. It protects you from what you're not ready to see. It's a mental censor.

Thing is humans on a whole don't know how to truly access their subconscious mind straight away so drugs are used to contact it directly or to bypass it completely for a limited time. Logic being that magick is truly done by the unconscious & control of that allows manifestation

Here is the diagram again drawn in more detail. The egg represents the conscious of you. With C being the conscious mind. U.C. is the unconscious mind, the yellow shaded area is your Holy Guardian angel and anything outside the egg (your consciousness) is reality so I put an R.

Let's start clarifying some things though. Your conscious mind is you being awake, aware, perception etc. It's where your ego and daily beliefs live. Remember, your conscious mind runs for as long as you're awake.
Your unconscious mind is always running in the background.

In saying that, your unconscious mind is sleep, where your true will lies and where your subconscious mind lives. I use subconscious and unconscious mind interchangeably btw.

Between your conscious to your sub consciousness mind. You have your HGA. and sandwiched between it is your dreams. C is consciousness, D is dreams ( both Ds in black yes), HGA is Holy Guardian Angel & S.C is subconscious mind. This diagram is about to get abit more complicated.

Do you remember the other worlds that correspond to this reality between here and heaven? (So after the physical world you have the Astral reality, mental reality, emotional realm, casual realm etc?) Well each state of consciousness corresponds to a reality. Hence the acronyms.

Consciousness is based in Physical reality (obviously but it's still worth mentioning), hence the P.R.
Dreams & your HGA are between your conscious & subconscious mind and thus is based in the Astral realm.

If you manage to summon or communicate with your HGA you may ask it to remove itself from placing a barrier in your mind from reaching and experiencing your deepest dreams. Another word or name for your HGA Is psychic censor. Because it really does filter what you can't handle.

Seriously, your psychic censor blocks you from seeing or remembering upon waking up what you absolutely cannot handle. Wether it's a demon or angel you saw in your dreams or subconscious while lucid dreaming or astral projecting.

In saying that, this is why certain magicians enter their mind to remove the psychic censor in the first place because it stops them from achieving certain magikal feats like when aliester Crowley was trying to achieve all 49 visions in the desert.

If anyone remembers the story of him the the desert in Algeria, during one of his visions his HGA appeared to him under the influence and told him he couldn't do that ritual at daytime because it was too terrible to see. So it had to be done at nighttime instead.

Once you've gone past your HGA you have dreams again, but these are the most abstract deepest kind of dreams you'll get. See how it's based in the mental realm so it's denoted with M.R.
After that is your subconscious, based in the casual realm and onwards.

Now, here's the final form of the diagram.
The same as before but the purple lines show the methods of reaching certain states of consciousness. In this case psycadelic drugs.

Skip consciousness as we'll come to that later. Beneath that is D, dreams. See the purple node between Dreams and A.R. ( Astral realm)?. It shows how you can reach the astral realm through dreams which is dead correct.

To enter D state it's simple, you dream. You manipulate your dreams and that's known as lucid dreaming and from there you can enter the astral world via astral projection. Does this all make sense before I carry on?